diff --git a/org/monolith.org b/org/monolith.org index 6037ef1..f0eade9 100644 --- a/org/monolith.org +++ b/org/monolith.org @@ -310,4 +310,64 @@ Happy coffee-ing! :coffee: * Medicine :@medicine: -** TODO Third year of medical school is an amazing thing I'll never do again. :medschool:training: +** TODO The third year of medical school is magical. :medschool:training: + +*** It's over. + +My third year of medical school is officially behind me. I managed to get in a grand total of /zero/ blog posts during school, so here's to a new year with hopefully some more thoughts being shared. I have a lot to reflect on from the past year. It was wonderful. I wish everyone could experience what I did this past year. I think it goes without saying: + +#+begin_quote +I loved the third year of med school, but I do not want to do it again. +#+end_quote + +*** A year of change. + +The third year of med school is a /shift/. After years of memorizing and examinations, the doors to the promised land are finally opened. I have experienced nothing like it before It feels intentionally unsettling. You are thrown into the clinic with a modicum of guidance so you aren't totally caught off guard, but you are thrown out to the wolves. I don't mean this as a criticism of the system, it feels necessary. Third year medical students—commonly shorted to MS3s—have just one year to experience a broad swath of medicine and pick a specialty. So you had better be ready to dive in. + +I came to terms with my new reality quickly. Gone were the days of hitting the snooze button and going home when I pleased. I am now beholden to other people's schedules. This came back relatively naturally. +#+header: :trim-pre t :trim-post t +#+begin_sidenote +Maybe not hitting snooze. A regrettable personal failing of mine. +#+end_sidenote +I was, however, immediately faced with a new reality in the patient room. Patients come to the doctor for a number of reasons, but often seek relief. To get to the core of what ails them, they will tell you /everything/. I was not prepared for how vulnerable patients would be with me. + +I think my years spent in the lab have prepared me to face some of the challenges set before me. At the very least, having a few more years under my belt helped me approach the year with a bit of maturity. This seems to have paid off. +#+header: :trim-pre t :trim-post t +#+begin_sidenote +I guess my recommendation is to simply get old before going to med school. +#+end_sidenote + + + +Patient vulnerability + +Pace of changes in medicine vs lab: days/years +Feeling like an important member of the team then becoming "useless" +Discovery of the superpower of the medical student. + +There is a strange dichotomy of "Oh, it doesn't really matter" and "If you don't get this class/score/grade then you won't be able to be this kind of doctor, so you had better get your act together." + +At the beginning, unable to interview patients. I wish I had written something at the beginning as a journal. +By the end, feeling unphased by a double length OSCE. + + + +*** A year of wonder. + +Anatomy +classic presentations +Rare presentations + +*** A year of shame. + +Fun every day, then... relying on Mary more than ever +I found myself resentful of my future schedule. When I was supposed to learn about the 6d*13hr schedule? And what of having a family? +Seeing patients outside of the clinic + +*** A year of glad. + +It is impossible for me to say that I'm not happier as a medical student than in grad school. +I know it from within myself, and from Mary. +Then I hear residents say things like: "Worst day of residency is better than the best day of med school" +How can this be? +Gratitudepilled